Sunday, May 20, 2007
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh
Once upon a tym, there was dis gurl hu really lyked dis guy. Wanted to getta noe d guy better but to her disappointment, he's not hu he turned out to be. She's speechless. She kept denying d fact dat she lyks him. So, does she really lyk him? Y does it hurt real bad when she found out he's sum1 else's? Izzit her fault for not being honest with her own feelings towards him? Or izzit his fault for not telling d truth. Well, itz nobody's caz dis is wad u call fate. Her eyes welled up with her own tears but she hid it. Once agn, she has decided. I hafta be strong n strong enough to hate guyz n make dem hate me. But is dat a gd idea? undecided. her heart shattered to tiny pieces. d guy whom she admired since long tym ago. d guy whom she thought isn't lyk any other guy caz he comments on her harshly. but she really likes it. she likes d way he comments on her n not flatters her. she likes d way he criticises her. she lyks d way he made her feel insulted. but not all hopes turn to dreams n den reality. she's happy caz he's happy. she's happy for him. she's proud of him. she appreciates him for being honest with her abt wad actually has been happening. one ting for sure, she really appreciates him but not as sum1 she admires anymore. as a fren, juz a fren.
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Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh
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