Saturday, May 19, 2007
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh
Alhamdulillah, I've been okay. Juz dat my mind hasn't been at ease. Dere's juz dis weird sensation which causes butterflies in my stomach. Itz lyk I practically kept tinking sum stuff which is lyk beyond anyone's imagination unless it really occurs dat is KIAMAT. Upon seeing d word 'KIAMAT', how do u feel? i get dose immediate goosebumps n itz really *shivers*
Actually, wad I wanna talk abt today is me being too busy n haven't got d tym to enjoy Allah's beautiful creations. I lurve d nature A LOT. I even consider staying away from d busy city, perhaps sumwhere not exactly d countryside.. perhaps, sumwhere with floras n faunas. My dream paradise! My tots: Marry a rich man whom I love and live happily ever after with him dere. Lyk awwwww... But den, sum ppl say it doesn't take sum1 rich to create a paradise. It takes unconditional love. Awww.. I want to make dat possible.. A paradise of my own, together with d person I love, with our children n parents.. AWWWW.. U dun need to go for honeymoon caz datz lyk more than honeymoon.. Awww.. N i was lyk tinking of creating out own garden together.. wah bez! den make a swing at d garden with a water fountain situated in d middle of d garden. Awww.. datz paradise on earth. wah best! n another ting, perhaps our house shud be situated on an island. fuh! bez! haha.. i seem to be overly ambitious here. Love makes d world go round.. With love, d imperfect will seem perfect. Awwww... BUT ALL THESE WILL BE MADE POSSIBLE LATER, NOT NOW. now is study, get a career den can dream abt having a paradise on earth. yay!
Moreover, I haven't been enjoying Allah's beautiful creation. N i'm sad. Perhaps, I shud take a break and go to d beach. Anyone teman me? But muz be sum1 lyk me.. Talk less, enjoy d beauty of nature more. Or else, I'll juz feel really dreadful and juz walk away, leaving u behind. seriously. I LURVE NATURE!!! i wanna migrate to switzerland and NATURE!!! yay! baq to topic, sum1, accompany me walk along d beach. so dat i wun be so lonely n u muz lurve nature as much as I do. or itz juz a waste of tym for u caz u cud haf done sumting better, kan kan kan??? haha. i'm juz missing nature so much, more than one can ever imagine. I wanna walk along d beach. N i'm not implying dat itz gonna be a romantic walk or wadsoever.. sheesh. itz gonna be a walk where u enjoy Allah's beautiful creations n oso u gotta sorta increase ur iman by appreciating dem.
Newayz, tmr's pergas exam. pray for me! thx. =)
Gotta end here. Gonna be Maghrib soon.
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh
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