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Friday, October 06, 2006
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh
Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Illahi.. ana sekali lagi dapat melihat dunia ini lagi.
Ana buat masa ini sedang sibuk dengan sekolah. Bukannya apa, ana sedang menduduki peperiksaan akhir tahun. Jumaat yang lepas, Social Studies dan English.. Social Studies astaghfirullahal azim.. tetapi Inggeris Alhamdulillah. Hari Rabu yang lalu, Chemistry dan Karangan Melayu.. Chemistry astaghfirullahal azim.. tetapi Karangan Melayu Alhamdulillah.. Semalam, Sastera Inggeris Kertas 1 Alhamdulillah. Hari ini pula, BIOLogy dan History.. Kedua-duanya okay, Alhamdulillah. Yang akan datang ialah Matematik.
Stress juga fikirkan peperiksaan akhir tahun ni, lebih2 lagi debaran bagi menunggu keputusan. Ana takot sekali. Entahlah mengapa tetapi Alhamdulillah. Ni ana agak keletihan. Ana rasa ana nak tidur tetapi sekejap lagi ana nak kena ke masjid. Umi cakap tak usah ke masjid kerana ana kurang sihat, bukan saja keletihan.. tetapi, ana macam rindu pula dengan masjid. Kondisi ana sekarang, Hanya Allah swt yang tahu. Hanya Allah swt yang tahu betapa beratnya dugaan sakit yang ana tanggungi. Bukan sahaja dugaan sakit, dugaan2 lain juga. Ana redha dengan ketentuanNya kerana ana yakin ana diberi dugaan kerana Dia amat menyayangi ana. Insya'Allah. Kepala ana dah sakit ni. Ana rasa ana blog lain masa aja lar. Sebelum itu, ana ada mengarang satu puisi yang cukup menyayat hati. Ana teringin pula untuk mengongsinya.
I loved you before you knew it
Silently deep inside I felt it
A heart where feelings being contained
Also full of love can't be explained
Have you given it a thought?
Or it causes you to get bored?
A girl with smiles never fade
But with a life that seems so dead
Her heart shattered
Never flattered
Mind full of one guy
But does he know it?
Or just ignoring it?
Heaving a sigh
She looks up the sky
With a warm smile she said
"I know I love him Allah"And that's all she said
A paper and a pen
That is all she dependsTo pen down her thoughtsOf things that make her distraught
Never felt so blue
She doesn't know what to doShe looked at herself in the mirrorHer reflections getting clearerYa Allah, who is that girl I see?Staring strangely back at me
A heart full of love
Nothing is enough
She pray and pray
But not for herself
But for him she loves
Still, she thinks to herself
"My prayer's never enough"
Tears streamed down
Smile turns to frown
She longed for him
Not only in her dreams
She couldn't forgive herselfFor what she said
She sobs and weeps
In silence she did
Feelings couldn't she control
Sorrows overcome anything at all
A knife she spots
She couldn't resist
She slits her wrist
Waiting for the time to go
But God doesn't think so
With the blood that flowed
She wrote a note
"I love you and always will"
She sealed the note with a pretty kiss
Though her heart was so full of bliss
Datz all for now.. Wabillahitaufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh.
15:35
Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar