Saturday, September 23, 2006
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh
Alhamdulillah ana got the time to blog once more.. Life ana been fine.. Alhamdulillah. Ana realise ana much wiser now ever since ana gotta noe d guy ana supposedly love is not who he turns out to be. Wad ana knew was dat he's close to perfect but well, ana was wrong.. Ana has been down for quite some time but no tears.. sumhow, ana dunno y but dere was simply no tears. Ana tink that itz due to the so much tears which ana shed before. Budden, Alhamdulillah.. ana so greatful Allah swt has given ana the strength. Alhamdulillah HE has made ana wiser too.. Alhamdulillah..
Ana gotta know about his non-innocence from his own sister. At first, ana was suspicious becaz ana noe that his sister doesn't really like him. But well, ana was oso suspicious of him ler.. so as time goes on, ana realise this -> why waste time on one guy hu doesn't seem to bother? Den, ana totally dun wanna haf anything to do with him nemore.. Moreover, ana found out so many disgusting habits n lies of his which so turn ana off..
Earlier today, ana attended a workshop organised by Xpressi-R.. yes, XPressi-R, d ramadan youth challenge project group which ana was involved in laz yr. yepz.. d workshop was not bad.. Ana learn a lot about the capturing good photos tingy but as for d blog tingy, ana actually already know wad you taught, bro saiful.. no offence to anta lar.. anta good at teaching but ana suppose we already know those stuff actually.. hehe.. well, all d bez to xpr! u guyz haf my support. Ana understand how it feels like. laz yr's was erhem! no mention of anth.. censored.. haha..Hmm.. sumone said dat laz yr ana was dis little girl and within a year, ana changed. Alhamdulillah.. ana changed to improve myself in becoming a better person, just for Allah swt, not for anyone nor anything else. Well, ana practically changed wardrobe ana.. Before -> jeans, long sleeved shirts, kurta, hand socks.. Now -> kurta, long skirts, long pants (not track pants, dey r d trousers type ler), jubah, hand socks, socks.. Hmm.. ana feel that ana feel more comfortable dressing up the way ana dress up now.. Alhamdulillah..Kay lah.. datz all for now.. Wabillahi taufik wal hidayah wassalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuh..
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Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar