Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi ta'ala wabarrakatuhHmm.. Ana blog semula kerana suhu badan ana sudah pun berkurangan. Ana demam semenjak beberapa hari yang lalu. Ana dah baik, ada org pula demam ya.. kesian dia.. nanti i jaga u k.. haha.. buat hari2 yg ana tak berhubung langsong dgn si dia yg tersayang, ana dpt fikirkan dgn dlm lagi.. fikir apa? segala-galanya.. pada jangka waktu itu juga, ana telah membaca satu novel bertajuk Hatiku Bersuara.. Situasinya agak sama dengan situasi ana, except part mereka kahwin lar.. haha.. Ana telah membaca novel itu dan ia telah banyak mengajar ana tentang ketabahan, kesabaran dan sefahaman dlm menyayangi seorang insan.. Ana dah byk mempelajarinya.. Alhamdulillah.. Dan dlm jangka masa itu, ana dpt meyakinkan diri ana lagi siapa yg bertakhta di hati.. tak lain tak bkn.. si dia.. haha.. tak perlulah tau kay.. org tu dah tau dah bagos.. apabila insan tu kol ana sabtu lalu, telah terjawab segala resah di jiwa ana.. Alhamdulillah.. ya, ana tau anta syg ana walaupun anta tak tunjuk, kay syg.. n dat drawing is really beautiful.. ikhlas ana katakan.. even tho it so doesn't look lyk any of us.. haha.. tetapi, semuanya berlandaskan keikhlasan di hati kan..? ana dah benar2 selidik dlm punyalah dlm.. dah dpt mentafsirkan apa yg tersirat di dlm lubuk hati ana.. dan ana benar2 menyayanginya walau apa pun jua.. ntah naper eh but itz getting really serious.. dialah insan yg bertakhta di hati dan dialah insan yg tidak pudar dari ingatan.. perasaan syg kian menjelma buat jangka waktu yg agak lama dan ana yakin akan perasaan ana terhadapnya.. ana menyayanginya dgn seadanya, bkn luaran, tetapi dalaman.. bukan harta kekayaan mahupun kata2 manis.. ana bukannya seseorang yg mudah terpedaya dgn itu semua.. ikhlas ana ckp, hati ana terpaut pada dirinya pertama kali ana mengenalinya.. tetapi, itu hanya perasaan suka.. kami lost contact buat seketika dan kemudiannya dpt berhubung semula selepas ramadan youth challenge.. mungkin anda yg membaca entry ini akan mengatakan, "wah.. sempat eh..".. tetapi ana tidak berfikiran gi2, bagi ana, seperti ada hikmah di sebaliknya.. hikmah di sebalik mengapa ana teringin sgt utk menjadi komiti ramadan youth challenge walaupun niat ana yg asalnya ialah untuk mendekatkan lagi diri ana dgn Islam dan juga mengenali aktivis2 yg lain supaya ana dpt mempelajari lebih lagi drpd mereka terutama skali drpd mereka yg sudah lama di dlm bidang ini.. ntah lar.. bagi ana, ini semua ketentuan Illahi.. dan ana redha dgn apa jua yg bakal berlaku.. ana redha Ya Allah.. bagi ana, ana benar2 menyayanginya.. kejujurannya, keikhlasannya, ketaqwaannya, hormatnya dia kepada org tuanya, sayangnya dia kepada org tuanya, kesabarannya, ketabahannya.. ini sumer merantai jiwa ana..Andainya dapat engkau mendengarkan suara di hatiku melagukan rinduKiranya engkau mampu mentafsirkan setiap bait kata-kata yang terucapPasti dirimu kan memahami harapan kasih yang terbina sekian lama di sudut hatikuHanyalah untukmuBukanlah aku sengaja melindungi rasa di jiwaNamun bimbang diri kan terlekaHanyut dibuai angan dan mimpi indah hingga terabai segala citaSedang khayalan tak menjanjikan segunung kebahagiaan sebagai mahar hantaranApakah mungkin engkau mengerti setiap cinta yang dilafazakan Bukanlah sekadar mainan tetapi sebuah janjiAndainya dapat engkau mendengarkan suara di hatiku melagukan rinduKiranya engkau bisa mentafsirkan setiap bait kata-kata yang terungkapPasti dirimu dapat melihat rahsia kasih yang terpendam sekian lama di sudut hatikuHanyalah untukmuSelamanya..
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Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar