Saturday, July 08, 2006
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarrakatuh..
Hmm.. tmr is d start of PERGAS!! YAY!! So excited!! Hmmz.. Alhamdulillah I'm accepted by PERGAS.. I've vowed to study really hard n do well n getta becum an ustazah.. Oh yes.. becoming an ustazah is one of my ambitions.. Insya'Allah.. I hope by being in PERGAS, I'll be able to becum a better person too.. I've heard of a lot of nice tings abt PERGAS from others.. Hmmz.. Ya Allah, bantuilah HambaMu ini supaya dpt mencapai cita2..
Sepi benar senja ini
Bayunya semilir menganak ombak kecil
Jalur ufuk pula mengemas terang
Kapal dan layar terkapar
Mengapa nantikan senja
Barukan terdetik
Pulang ke pengkalan
Gusar malam menghampiri
Ku tewas di lautan
Tuhan,
Layarkan ku ke arah cintaMu
Tuntuni ku menggapai redhaMu
Rimbunan kasihMu ku berteduh
KepadaMu ya Tuhan
Berikan secebis keinsafan
Bekalan sepanjang perjalanan
Mencari ketenangan
Biar Kau menjadi saksi
Tulus tangisku kala dini hari
Kesempatan yang hanya sebentar
Moga keikhlasanku terlakar
Berikanlahku hidayah
Agar dikuatkan iman yang lemah
Moga diberkati hidup ini
Menuju bahagia yang kekal abadi
Padamu Tuhan kan ku serahkan cinta kepadamu
Harapanku moga dikurniakan
Masninya iman berpanjangan
Moga lautan hilang gelora
Untukku berlayar
Ya Allah, jangan kau palingkan hati ini setelah diberi hidayah.. Rahmatilah kehidupanku.. Gosh.. D feeling is coming back to me.. d feeling is really coming back to me.. Kay.. Breathe in breathe out.. Ya Allah..
I can't help tinking abt my dark past.. I dun wish to remember dem but dey're still coming back to me.. Been thru changes but at tyms, I'm still tinking abt d past.. Astaghfirullahal azim.. Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim.. Terimalah taubat hambaMu ini Ya Allah..
Menyingkap tirai hati
Mengintai keampunan
Di halaman subur rahmatMu Tuhan
Tiap jejak nan bertapak debu kejahilan
Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan
Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata
Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka
Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani
Takkan berpaling pada palsu duniawi
Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telahku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi
Ku gelintar segenap maya
Dambakan sebutir hakikat
Untukku semai menjadi sepohon makrifat
Moga dapatku berteduh di rendang kasihMu
Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti
Durjana syaitan akan cuba menodai
Segumpal darah bernama hati
Lestarikan wadi kalbuku
Oh Tuhanku
Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu
Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redhaMu
Namun masihku mengharap ampunanMu
Wahai Tuhanku.. Ya Allah..
Haiz.. I guess Igotta relax myself and zikir and wadever it is dat wud make myself feel more relaxed and comfortable.. I needa go now.. I'm really tired from all d shopping today n plus I really needa cry my hearts out and then go off to bed since tmr hafta wake up early for PERGAS.. so ya.. Wassalam..
20:57


Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar