Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarrakatuh.. Hmmz.. well, currently really bored.. chatting with my ex-primary schoolmate, Musaddiq.. well, itz alwayz d same related topic, "ISLAM". Datz lyk d moz interesting topic you can find kayz.. We were conversing about youths these days who do not seem to be taking their religion matters seriously.. such as fasting. It is noticable that youths still hang out at their usual hang outs such as fast food restaurants and coffee bars. Firstly, you would be thinking what they're doing there for? Well, if you were to think positively, some of them were there just to meet up a fren or 2. And if you were to think d total opposite of that, they're having a meal tehre. A meal during the month of Ramadan? Strange isn't it? Well, mebbe for d past it would be a rare incident. Only Allah swt knows. But now, those youths do not even seem to care. They can just dine in. Even if they do not feel the shame, we, as other Muslims do have d shame for them. Becaz, the non-Muslims wud ask or say things such as, "I thought it's the fasting month? Why are some Muslims not fasting?" To think about it, what answer can you give them? NONE! You can't simply create false answers such as, "Oh, they are not Muslims" What make you think they aren't Muslims? Only Allah swt would know if HIS servants are Muslims or not. We as HIS servants ain't got any rights. And what makes you think that those people are even Muslims. Have you ever heard of Malays who are non-Muslims? If you haven't, it does exist kayz. Newayz, letz drop dat topic, unless you wanna talk abt it, juz holler. Juz contact me. Insya'allah I'll be there to answer the calls. That's if I ain't busy. Newayz, he tagged my blog! Argh!!! I'm so happy! Bro Imran cute ar.. as-zee.. ahahaha.. Asz, datz a very sweet tingy u tagged. I'm deeply touched beyond words. Ouh manz! Dat is really emotional of me. Dere! Told ya peepz dere's lyk d softer side of me! I got my Chemistry and A Maths papers back today. Like what I expected, they were not well done at all. Izzit really my fault that I haven't done well? Izzit really my fault when I've put in so much effort? I've put my heart and soul in everything I do. My studies which determines my future, my work which determines whether my project can be carried out successfully. Simply everything. I'm a very determined person who takes things seriously especially those of the important aspects of my life. I regret praying and venting my anger when performing my prayers. I even asked Allah swt, "Oh Allah! Why me you hafta make suffer? Why me? Why do I hafta develop all sorts of illnesses? Why am I alwayz punished? Why me? Dere are so many people out dere who are worth punishing, but y me? I hate my life Oh Allah. Itz all because of my illness that I can't have the life I had and wished to continue. I cannot enjoy studying peacefully like before and being able to attend school everyday and being able to pay attention every lesson like before," Astaghfirullah hal azim! Now, I'm left thinking on why I actually said all those. I had a good talk with Bro Imran. He really cheered me up. Now, I've been telling myself what I usually tell others in order to comfort them, "Everything happens for a reason or 2. It's all decided by Allah swt and we, humanz have no rights and strengths to go against HIM, the Almighty. Considering that I've put in so much effort, I just hafta tawakkal. I know that Allah swt is very kind and would help HIS servants, provided we obey HIM. Our prayers must NEVER be 4gotten. Treasure every single prayer performed because those are the only few moments spent with Allah swt. If afford to, we can pray more than that, hence, haf more moments with Allah swt. People with problems, the only cure is through prayers when one lets out all the feelings trapped deep within. Insya'allah that person would feel much relieved. The miracles of communicating with Allah swt. After feeling mroe relieved, open up the best book ever, the Al-Quran. HE made you feel better, so it's time to praise on how great HE is. Wow, I seem to be talking a lot about Islam today. I really haf so many things in mind. I think I should end my posting here caz I'm really tired right now. Having back ache ar.. Tmr another one whole day.. tsk.. Wabillahitaufik walhidayah wassalamualaikun warrahmatullahi wabarrakatuh..
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Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar