Saturday, October 01, 2005
Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarrakatuh.. Howz me? Okay2.. juz being discharged from hospital.. I noe sum ppl will be lyk tinking.. again??????? So, my answer is yeh, again.. twice within 7 mths.. cool huh.. Rightt.. In my previous post, I did mention about me not eating well and not resting well and all.. well, dat kinda serve me right.. I'm now suffering from severe gastritis which is lyk developing into stomach ulcer.. I'm outta hospital caz I sucked up and acted good in front of the doctor.. Act, to cum tink of it, I dun hafta act gd, I am gd! ahaha -ego- Nehowz, lyf has been TERRIBLY TERRIBLE.. many unexpected happened in my RYC.. actually, itz more of to XPresi-R.. yeh.. terrible lar.. really terrible.. d tink dat happened is so terrible dat u wun be able to even imagine wad archeli happened. And I'm obviously never gonna mention of it 'ere caz itz top confidential and ONLY RYC committee members can cum to noe of d disaster! Ah well, letz drop dat topic and start a new one.. newayz, final exam is lyk ard d corner.. eh no, it has juz started.. English paper 1 & 2 are over.. Social Studies too.. cuming up wud be Chemistry and A Maths.. ouh good.. u're my own savour.. The English Paper 1 was easy.. but i bet d marking wud be dead strict.. Wherelse, the Paper 2 is so blardy freaking hard dat I cud haf cried caz d passages are so nonsensical dat u'll juz gasp and anyone wud be welcomed to drool at d paper.. Tried to answer the questions given but well, the questtions didn't make me feel any better.. There's juz too many cross-referencing and in ur own words shittified crapz.. And I was so blardy pissed at d level of d paper.. U may tink lyk hell? dis is TKGS.. but hey.. we're humans with brain cells dat wud function only up to certain extent.. I'm not lyk Spiderman, U're frendly neighbourhood fren.. Act. I never have thought dat Spiderman is even smart in d fers place.. Caz he's kinda nerd-looking and not all nerds are smart.. they too, lyk us, drool on our books.. EXAM EXAM EXAM BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS DIE DIE DIE.. datz wad been playing in my mind.. lyk argh! I've already told my RYC committee not to bother me during my exam period.. Even b4 my exam started, when I was in the hospital bed, I had been bothered.. U peepz gotta be serious with me.. I'm having exam!!! Kayz, I noe wad u're tinking.. Farzana's gone mad! Yeh, she's gone mad! Woohoo!!! BUT tell u ppl.. I lurve RYC committee 2005.. damn fun! seriously! Lyk all d fun ppl cuming together and carrying out fun activities.. Dun believe.. u attend d events ar.. Ppl say fun.. caz it is fun! Nehowz.. I still cannot 4get d shock on my face and d shock on Asrul's face when we saw each other during the RYC meeting.. funny ar dat day.. lyk he never expected me and I never expected him.. Lyk hello? we didn't get in contact for sum tym.. each busy with our own tings.. Lyk ya.. newayz, after having RYC mtgs, I started to c him lyk more often.. I noe wad u're tinking.. shh!!!! Newayz, noe wad.. I'm in lurve with IN-TEAM!!! If u listen to nasyid, u noe hu I'm talking abt.. lyk in-team juz rawkz lar! Dey're lyk so IN! yeh! kayz, y am i suddenly talking lyk dis.. Dere's juz too many to talk abt till I dunno where to start.. alryte.. letz talk abt my schedule.. ahaha.. actually.. i m suppose to talk abt dat.. well.. for dis few weeks wud be blardy freaking stupid exam! after exam wud be Mass Iftar aka Youth In Charge.. it wud be a very fun one!!! Sum of my frenz cuming and I'm lyk so excited lar!!! Before dis we had Ramadan Kickoff which I cudn't attend caz I had to go to China.. I'll talk more abt it later.. Nehowz, after Ramadan Kickoff was Project Clean Up aka Youth Recharge and then, we had Ramadan Roar.. well, about my China tingy.. itz actually a business trip.. Me and 23 other students represented Singapore for entrepeneurship.. We're Singapore Teenage Entrepeneurs.. We call ourselves Singateeneurs.. d trip was a very fun one where everyone was so crappy and jovial.. but I gotta admit dat I missed my family and dis particular sumone and my "brothers" a lot ar.. Well, we all actually cum from different schools.. only Jia En cum from same school as me.. ahaha.. newayz, it was a fun but exhausting trip.. but d exhaustion part is lyk MUCH MUCH more till we all wanted to go home so badly.. ahakz.. wah.. I tink I've typed like a lot dat my fingers are going numb and my body seriously aching.. Before I end dis post.. I wud lyk to promote fers!!! U PPL OUT DERE!!! HERE ME OUT RIGHT NOW!!! I'M TALKING ABT U! YEH U! LISTEN UP!!! THERE ARE A LOT OF EVENTS DIS UPCOMING RAMADAN SEASON.. GO TO ANY MOSQUES AND GET YOUR OWN YOUTH PLANNER FOR THE RAMADAN YOUTH CHALLENGE EVENTS TINGY.. JOIN IN THE FUN! DUN JUZ STONE OFF AND DROOL ON THE PLANNER!! MUZ JOIN KAYZ! OR I'LL KEEP TAUNTING AND HAUNTING U ALL! GEDDIT? GEDDIT? SO YA!! FOR MORE INFOS. LOG ON TO.. http://www.ryc.org.sg/ And well, check our my links.. and i'll be uploading more pictures on this blog of mine..So well, I gotta end my post here and go continue study.. wabillahitaufiq walhidayah wassalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarrakatuh..
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Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar