Monday, June 27, 2005
Assalamualaikum.. Well.. I'm baq here again.. I'll try to update my blog as often as possible though I can't promise that I definitely will update everyday or once in 2 dayz tho i WILL try.. kayz nvm.. wad am i crapping? if u dun geddit.. juz 4get abt it.. ah wellz.. I dunno watta say but I lurve my blog n I'm lyk getting all excited abt my blog and all.. yeh.. my blog no virus right.. hmmx.. at laz.. nad, u got me all paranoid abt d virus tingy.. phew! i cud've cried if my blog got virus caz dis is d bestest blog i've ever done.. lolx.. but itz true ar.. d bestest blog ever.. i lurve my blog! yay! i really love it! hmmx.. from d start i've been saying dat.. okay ar.. lemme update u on stuff.. kayz.. school started today! yes.. today.. u noe.. today.. lyk today! yes! okayz.. i'm definitely crapping.. in my hyper mood ar.. so understood ar.. ah wellz.. I'm actually very tired right now but still hafta study for my tmr's History test.. yehz.. bet itz gonna be hard.. ouh god! I dun wanna fail a single test.. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.. plez help me with my new semester.. i wanna live a new lyf.. yes.. a start of a brand new life.. hehex.. ouh manz.. was reading my previous blog posties.. I was so hot-tempered.. hehex.. I actually vented my anger on d screen.. lolx.. ya lar.. correct wad.. caz I merely blurted out everything by typing dem out n post it as a blog tingy.. so ya lar.. vented my anger on d screen.. stupid ting to do huh.. tho i noe i do stupid tings almost everytym.. ouh manz.. i was so sengeted laz tym.. hahax.. now i'm lyk so lurus.. hahax.. kayz.. u gurlFRENZ of mine shud noe wad i mean.. lolx.. syukur alhamdulillah.. I'm so glad dat Allah swt opened up my heart and now.. I haf much much more interest in Islam.. itz a sudden ting I noe.. my type of music went from metal rock to nasyid.. lolx.. I find it a surprising sudden ting too.. itz lyk 2 different worlds of music.. tsk tsk.. ouh yehz.. from revealing clothes to with head scarf.. hmmz.. i sure changed a lot.. from a gothic crazy sesated moronic rocker to wadeva i m now.. lolx.. ouh.. ya allah.. syukur alhamdulillah.. ah well.. hmmx.. nth interesting happened ar.. my cousin got engaged last Saturday.. it went well.. went home and went online asked Asrul abt d muslim youth organisation (phew! at last i managed to pluck up my courage).. dunno y but everytym he calls or wadsoever related to him.. I get so tensed.. as in really really tensed that at tyms.. I find myself not breathing.. lolx.. dis sounds wrong but ya.. lolx.. i dunno y oso but i will sort of becum really tensed and den i felt lyk i was panicking but sumhow.. i sounded juz fine.. hehex.. act cool ar liddat.. alah.. i c him oso i act cool.. lyk completely ignorant of his presence gitu.. lyk act cool.. erm.. u geddit??? if u dun.. nvm.. hehex.. ah wellz.. ermx.. yesterday was lyk practically doing hmwk for d whole day.. damn tiring.. yehz but hafta ar.. budden teacher never collect today.. lolx.. how silly of me to actually go to school with the thoughts that i was so dead for not completing my assignments and all.. yeah.. i made a complete fool of myself in front of myself.. yeh.. kayz.. dat sure is a stupid thing to say but yeh.. hmmx.. me now chatting with that moron.. he's talking fresh junks.. he's hyper mood.. where all d junks started.. tink i shud juz ignore his moronism.. laz tym was on lesbianism now on soccer.. crapz lar he.. toothead.. wadeva asrul.. wadeverrrrr.. he ended d conversation with "sebelum tu.. kirim salam kat matair ko eh" which translated in english.. means.. "before that.. send my regards to ur bf" lyk wth.. crazy dude.. i'm lyk so single.. tsk.. lyk wadever asrul.. newayz.. i oso noe dis guy by the name of Hafidz.. a gr8 guy he is.. really gentleman kinda guy and ya.. very sweet n polite too.. I say all these doesn't mean I'm falling for him ar.. he's only a fren.. yepz.. and dis is a fact! i'm saying dis to all d no lyf ppl out dere! hinting to my frenz.. lolx.. i feel kinda bad dat i actually can't go out with him.. my schedule very tight lerz.. i'm still trying to manage my tym well n i believe i can do it.. i'm glad he understands.. thx, fidz! so sori! kayz.. i dunno watta talk abt.. i'm pretty tired right now.. still hafta do a bit more revision for History.. till d next post of the next chapter of my new lyf.. assalamualaikum..
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Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar