Thursday, December 23, 2004
In my mind, I can climb all d mountains datz ard me
My spirits dere where eagles dere to fly
In my heart dere's a spark dat collides d world ard me
An open door where I am sure dreams are heard
It doesn't matter if I win or d colour of my skin
Caz d race is all abt believing in urself
(Chorus)
Caz I dream I can run like d wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be d hero datz in me
I dream... I dream...
Dere's a tym in ur lyf when d arts are so against u
dere's no defeat if all u keep it right
Fers or last nor fast
Dere's d dignity dat makes u
To driving on when world had come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor or d tings u've done b4
Caz d race is all abt believing in urself
(Chorus)
All d moments dat forever will be coming
When d tortures past though d dreams will last
Den is shared by everyone
I dream...
(Chorus)
I typed out d lyrics myself.. how izzit? if u tink got error.. help me correct by mailing me at sporty_gal_90@hotmail.com. yepz.. datz my e-mail.. hee hee.. ah well.. Taufik rawkz n for u ppl's info.. d mrs jones song was meant for me k... wahahaha! -ego- ah well.. lemme updat on wad has been going on. Fersly, my holiday is veh uptight.. juz came back from holiday.. went to johore bahru, mersing, port dickson, kuala lumpur n malacca.. it was gr8! yepz.. enjored myself lotsa.. budden.. i had one bad experience in kl.. i went to d toilet n when i wanted to go out.. i actually slipped n my knee bang onto d tap n i have deep cut.. really hurtz lotz.. i almost cried but i didn't caz itz public.. lolx.. my cousin hu's joining me in tkgs next yr was so surprised to c me n she was showing lyk surprised to c my funny expression.. lolx.. it was damn funny.. can't believe i actually made a fool out of myself juz by trying to control d pain.. lolx.. went to buy obs stuff in kl.. tings r cheaper in chinatown in kl.. yepz.. shud go dere hor! n den.. port dickson is damn freaking boring sia.. over dere.. i only eat slp eat slp.. n den on d laz nyt.. noe wad i did? i played snooker n dart! wah.. i tell it here lyk itz a big ting budden.. seriezly, i can't play snooker.. tried hitting d balls but nth went into d holes.. sum barely moved.. lolx.. oh my goodness! my cousin, mazri.. he's so gd at it despite juz learnt how to play it.. i dunno how he managed to tackle ways on playing it.. sheeshness! ah well.. in malacca.. i saw dis cute guy n he smiled at me! hee hee! lolx.. i'm gg insane.. ah well.. in johore bahru.. we went for bowling n i'm gd at it as usual.. lolx.. jk.. i'm not dat egoistic hor.. ah well.. still remember gg for d np cowling tournament n i managed to cum in top 10 out of d many contestants.. not bad sia me.. hee hee.. i was lyk d only sec 1 back den i was a sec 1 ar n den.. d sec 3s sent so many from deir squad but none manage to beat my score.. fuyoo! i'm gd! hee hee.. -ego- ah well, in mersing.. i went to my relatives' place.. went for visiting ar n it was ok.. my cousins dere rn't dat friendly.. d funny ting is dat when i listened to my discman.. dey were looking at me one kind so i asked whether dey wanna listen too n dey juz stared.. funny sia.. ah well.. n den.. d following day after we went hm.. my sis n my cousin got their school result.. my sis didn't get to tkss! serve her right! she's being such a bitch these dayz! i'm so fucking annoyed with her ego n she tinks she's pretty.. wadeva lar! looks doesn't laz 4eva.. her personality n talent-wise sux.. she's so not talented n she's obviously stupid datz y she didn't even make it to tkss.. kanasai! fuck off u bitch! ah well.. my cuz got into tkg! yay! she's totally different from my sista.. she's innocent n pleasant. how i wish i got a sis liddat.. i'm suffering with my fucked up bitch sista! walao! she's such a bitch lor.. kanasai! kanina beh! i'm so angry! urgh!!!! ah well.. i shall stop scolding vulgarities.. wth.. u noe wad! my sis actually betrayed, deceived n back-stabbed me. she stole away my crush from me! fucked up idiotic bitch! i hate her!!!!!!!! urgh!!! dfgbjndebgyate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah well.. i really feel lyk crying.. she treats me lyk waste. d guy is lyk more important den me.. she told me off dat she n dat guy doing well n ask me to fuck off! i neva do anth lor! wadz her big fucking problem sia! walao! kanina beh! so fucking pissed lor! haiz.. my own sis treats me dat way.. i'm really hurt k.. i act. feel lyk crying.. haiz... sobz... sobz... sobz.. i can't believe dat tears up welling up my eyes.. my own sista haiz.. i'm losing her.. i noe.. i was trying to get tings well with her but she making it worse.. i dunno y but i'm really hurt.. i dun wish to lose my sista.. d only sista i eva had.. i'm lyk crying nw.. how caz she go for sum1 she has juz met n leave her sista behind.. i've been dere for her thru thick n thin.. helping her with her studies n problems n she's pushing me aside juz liddat.. i'm deeply hurt! i can't believe it.. haiz... sobz... sobz... sobz... i'm really crying.. omg.. ina.. if u're reading dis.. i seriously dunno y u're treating me dis way.. itz bliss n it hurts so much. y u're pushing me aside n gg for d guy whom u dun even noe dat well.. y? i'm ur sista u noe.. it really hurtz me when u do dis.. it really does.. after all i've helped u to get thru, dis is wad u repay baq to me? wad wrong have i done? tell me? wad do u want from me? my lyf? i tried to give u everything.. i gave in all d tym.. i can't believe everything has not bee appreciated n returned with betrays n deceives.. y me u have to deceive? y me u have to betray? y me? d person hu has given u all her love, care, concern, trust, guidance. d person hu has taught u besides ur parents.. d person whom u wanna replace.. tink abt it ina.. i'm ur genuine sista.. d only sista u'll eva had. i cum from d blood u cum from. we have d same blood.. dis is for u..
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Tulus kata-kata yang bermakna
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Jalan yang pernah kita lalui
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Dan hanya nyanyian mu mengguris di jiwa
Di kala siang beradu melabuhkan tirai masa
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Menghukum hati ini
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Biarlah ku simpan semua ini
Demi kesucian kasih murni
Mungkin tercapai jua hasratmu
Andainya cintamu telah kau temui
Menjadi penggantianku masa ini
22:15


Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar