Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Haish.. i can't believe dat farewell is over.. how sad sia.. haiz.. i had d laz hug from kak aisha.. how i wished it was a longer hug! dat m.azrin ar! oopz.. i mean wci azrin.. arh.. wadever.. she ar.. told me off dat i only had 30 seconds left.. wadever lar k! i noe she oso lyks kak aisha.. i oso have a crush on kak aisha lar k! haiz.. y am i avenging my anger here? wadeva for.. hahaz.. ah well.. kak aisha was so rough.. was she hugging me or killing me? or myt as well say she was trying to kill me by strangling me with her skiiny arms.. lolx.. alryt.. i've juz viewed kak aisha's blog! n my name is in it! yay! hahaz.. i'm act. honoured n pretty excited abt it.. tee hee.. wth.. ah well.. i'm act. lyk starting to lyk kak aisha baq.. err.. kak aisha sounds so girly.. letz change it to osha.. sounds lyk a japanese guy's name.. hee hee.. k k.. i'm starting to have a crush on osha baq.. still remember baq den.. i told my squaddies dat osha looks so handsome with her jacket on n omg! she wore her jacket junnow! n she did look so blardy handsome! tee hee.. *shuddup farzana!* alryt.. i hope my obsession will juz stop sumhow.. hey.. i'm starting to feel d loss agn.. sheeshness.. really.. i'm starting to feel lyk breatheless n i'm losing sum1 so important to me.. haiz.. k.. hueva is in ur mind.. i dowan noe.. ah well.. d farewell wasn't dat nice.. but thx to us, fusion! we made it dead nice with our enthusiasm.. FUSION, WE RAWK!!! n seriously, d cheer we came up was kinda cool, can we use it as our squad cheer? tee hee.. ah well.. wanted to take pic with m.kyun but she didn't want.. aiyer.. she tinks she'll spoil d pic.. plez ar m.kyun.. u're handsome k.. lolx.. wad d heck.. can't believe dat m.kyun act. wore a red girls' shirt.. not bad huh.. took pic with m.farah! yay! she's my 3rd fav. ma'am mar.. m.kyun 2nd fav. ma'am but no pic.. so sad sia.. she tinks itz nth but i tink itz SUMTING! suddenly, i'm tinking abt kfc.. i want go eat kfc! kinda hungry! argh!! as if wailing will make me any fuller.. hmm.. wad i juz typed sounds familiar.. oh ya.. osha's letter to me.. hee hee.. wah.. almost everything abt osha sia.. hahaz.. duh.. obsessed mar.. ah well.. climbed d spider web junnow.. n den i didn't noe m.kyun was on top of me n noe wad! i was lyk showing dis pathetic look n saying pathetically.. eh.. ppl on top go down ar.. i wanna go up.. n she gave me d errr look.. lolx.. pai seh manz! ouh.. during d tug of war.. m.diyana was so rough! she pulled atiqah n den i pulled atiqah baq n den ryt.. she pulled me harder sia until i fell n nw.. both my knees have bruises.. aiyer.. m.osha is another rough freak.. she pulled my other squaddiez.. we cud have won but dose ma'ams cheated.. seriously.. dey started cheating when we were winning.. poor us.. ah well.. haiz.. can't believe itz all over.. if osha goes to mjc.. i can c her kinda often! yay! ah well.. guess itz enough for 2day.. ouh ya.. i've found d correct taufik's lyric!
In my mind, I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there where eagles dare to fly
In my heart, there's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about believing in yourself
And I dream
I can run like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dreamI can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there's a timei n your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last; slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about believing in yourself
And I dream
I can run like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dreamI can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dreamI can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
21:06


Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar