Monday, October 11, 2004
I dunno watta do with my lyf nemore.. I'm frustrated.. alwayz been.. from one ting to another.. me n sum1 oredi ok but now, sum2 is jealous n haiz.. wadeva ler k! Everything seems my fault.. haiz.. i can't bear it anymore! Haiz.. damn.. I'm lyk left with one more paper which is Malay paper 2, tmr.. haiz.. Mathz paper today sucked! It really sucked! I dunno wadz the outcome! I'm half giving up though.. haiz.. Tink positive.. ryt.. lyk I can at dis crucial part of tym.. I'm really freaking pissed lorz.. The fers tings dat came out of my mouth when I came out of class when Mathz over was "I Wanna Die".. haiz.. I cried all the way while attempting the questions.. dat shows how pathetic d paper was.. yes, it was dead pathetic! Haiz.. I totalyl got no comments anymore! Damn.. lyf sux.. i muz say dat school lyf sux! N while I was attempting the graph question, I was stuck halfway ar.. n guess wad! Dere's dis teacher by the name of Mr Sean, he's d NIE Teacher. He's freaking annoying lorz! He kept looking at my work... I noe lar my paper was half empty.. as in d graph paper was half empty.. not his problem wad! It was the laz question and I had 15 minutes more. I was darn irritated dat I gave him the 'dao' look! Haiz.. the mathz paper was seriously pathetic. I got dis feeling dat I'm gonna fail my exams and I'll be kicked out of the school! Wow! Applause! Haiz.. my mum is so gonna be mad at me. I tried my best k! Pluz, it wasn't a laz minute preparation! I prepared earlier. Itz juz dat the paper was level 10 difficulty compared to laz yr's which was level 8 ONLY!!! How pathetic can it get manz! Haiz.. I'm really annoyed now.. DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! Haiz.. it seems lyk as if I've been jinxed dis yr.. haiz.. totally bad.. TOTALLY.. damn damn damn.. Farzana.. relax.. And erm.. it seems lyk even tho I 4gave dis particular sum1, I can't accept the fact dat I was accused badly. Ppl were lyk saying I'm too forgiving n I shud be a bit more play hard to get but I'm not liddat. Watta do.. dunno y and how but it really breaks my heart to c ppl plead for forgiveness from me.. yeah, it truly does.. Haiz.. dun go awe.. I'm serious.. Even though I 4gave her, wadeva she had done to me still remains deep within.. I'm sori to say it if u read dis.. Haiz.. Ah well, I dunno wad else to expect of my lyf.. hmm.. I seem to be my squad's counsellor.. seriously.. caz moi squaddiez come up to me to talk problems over lyk u noe.. n den, I'll try my bez to help out which have been a success ever since ar.. maybe itz thru experiences.. yeah.. as ppl noe, I'm juz d cheerful but deprived moron.. yeah... k k.. alryt, lyf has been really bad for me especially with the pressures from examinations.. yepz.. n d BIG FIGHT with sum1.. yeah.. ah well, let me tell u wad I saw dis morning. Archeli, Surayya saw it fers. It was a dead snake on the road! It was rammed over by a vehicle.. duh.. And it was disgusting caz it was 'sliced'. Urgh.. shan't talk abt it much nemore.. I tink I wanna go talk to PJ abt sum stuff.. i tink I really shud for the sake of unity of our squad.. k larz.. till next post!
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Identity: Princess Farzana
Age: 17
School: Tanjong Katong Girls' School
Birthday: 4th April 1990
Castle: Pasir Ris, Singapore
I[The Princess Idolises]I
~Siti Khadijah
~Aisyah Humaira
~Fatimah Az-Zahra
~Rabiatul Adawiyah
~Sumaiyah
~Ainul Mardhiah
~Zinnirah
I[The Princess Loves]I
~Chocolates
~Roses
~teddy bears
~read love novels
~enjoying & appreciating nature
~writing poetries
~nice cute stuff which are purple, pink, white n black
~Everything abt Islam such as..
-Listening to Quran recitation by Misyari Afasi
-Listening to Zikrullah by Hijjaz
-Islam research
-Attending religious functions or events
-Planning events for Muslim youths [duh.. y do u tink i becum a Muslim youth activist]
~Purple, pink, black, white
~Loves kids!!! [duh.. y do u tink i do child-minding ryt..]
I[The Princess's Personality]I
~loving and lovable
~smile and laugh a lot
~bubbly
~true socialite
~happy-go-lucky
~annoying [I KNOW]
~can be complicated at times.. so, getta know me.. lol
~haf gd listening ears n shoulders to cry on
~loves home
~loves the library
~loves the mosque
~juz another human in Allah's list
I[The Princess Has]I
-dearestest someone, sometwo, somethree
-annoying but sweet younger brother n younger sister
-loving, understanding n supportive mama
-religious papa
I[Summary of The Princess]I
~a very simple girl who is devoted to Allah, Islam, her family and whoever she's committed to
~someone who has goals and dreams and would not let anyone stifle me from achieving them
~Honestly, guys who wear shorts in public turn me off. Disgusting can!
~a freelance volunteer. Lyk any Islam organisations or mosques which nd xtra help, can approach me. Insya'Allah will help if I'm not busy
~lurves kidz yepz! LOTZ!
CINDERELLA
* I CAN SLAY MY OWN DRAGON
* I CAN DREAM MY OWN DREAMS
* THE NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR IS ME
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' old old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone
who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him
just as strong as he will be there for me
when I get myself started
it got to be an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Lke cinderella
on dusty cellar